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[Jul. 28th, 2005|09:48 pm] |
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i quit! |
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[Jul. 27th, 2005|03:01 pm] |
im sick of everything,
everyone stop fighting on my live journal.
goooooooooosh.
i dont hate anyone,
i dont have people "fighting my battles".
i dont want to see anyone get hurt.
so everyone, please...just stop it. |
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| im confused |
[Jul. 24th, 2005|09:52 pm] |
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how can somebody love and hate someone at the same time? |
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[Jul. 9th, 2005|11:30 am] |
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everything is good good good.
mark and i successfully hit our 7 month anniversary (june 6th), and on another note, there is no sign of breaking up as of yet. (LOL)
im, sorta, talking to sissy again. were on a mutual ground, i suppose. which is fine by me, and its great to know that i can go to a party with mark and not feel akward when i see her face.
mark has been super dooper to me lately. (i love love love calls for no reason!)
i saw, believe it or not, maureen at freakin' mcdonalds in south haven. IN SOUTH HAVEN. when her and i were friends she would cringe at just the thought of driving near south haven. now she works there, hah! what goes around comes around i suppose. anyhow, mark and i went there two nights in a row, and both times were extreamly akward. althought he second time i was nearly fallen asleep, so she was extreamly friendly with mark, as for the first time she didnt say hardly a single word to him. hahah, south haven.
i haveta get ready for work. |
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| i never update- |
[Jun. 27th, 2005|09:59 pm] |
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so heres the scoop:
i dont have time to update.
all my time is well spent working, sleeping, studying, and being with my beloved friends. (jennie jenn jenn, and marko-polo.)
when i get a break from it all, be expecting an amazing update.
i still love mark james easter. (of course!) |
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[Jun. 17th, 2005|11:50 am] |
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i want my own house. |
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| stole from teen. |
[Jun. 10th, 2005|08:05 pm] |
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| | boston | ] |
Name Three Bad Habits:
1. nail biting
2. knuckle/joints cracking
3. eating late
Name 3 Things That You Wish You Had:
1. a car
2. money so i can buy a car
3. a better/funner job so i can make more money to buy a stinkin' car
Name 3 Things You'd Never Wear:
1. jean shorts (they always give me wedgies)
2. everything else,
3. i dont really mind
Name 3 Things You Are Thinking About Now:
1. mark
2. if jenns gonna hang out w/ me when she gets off work
3. my dad
Name 3 Things That You Have Done Today:
1. drove
2. worked
3. slept
Name the Last 3 Things You Have Bought:
1. a double cheeseburger
2. a bottle of water
3. breakfast from mcdonalds
Name 3 Drinks You Regularly Drink:
1. water
2. tea
3. lemonade
Last Person You Hugged?
my father
Last Thing You Laughed At?
my father
Last Time You Cried?
about 4 hours ago
What's In Your CD Player?
a mix from mark
What Color Socks Are You Wearing?
its too hot for socks, man
What's Under Your Bed?
no, you dont want to know.
What time did you wake up today?
7:15am
Current Hair?
long, like to the middle of my back, curly or straight. dark blonde...kinda looking light brown
Current Clothes?
im wearing a black red and white halter dress
Current Desktop Picture?
a picture of me and mark
Current Worry?
if my dad is alright
Current Hate?
my fat stomach
Last CD You Bought?
holy cow. i dont even know. the darkness...
Favorite Place To Be?
cali, marks house, jenns house, anywhere but my own house.
Least Favorite Place?
in class! sometimes thats the case. sometimes...in the kitchen, if theres lots of dishes or something. i don't know..l
If You Could Play An Instrument?
tamberine, guitar, or harmonica.
Favorite Color?
purple!
Do You Believe In An Afterlife?
for sure.
How Tall Are You?
5'5''
Favorite Season?
SUMMER!!! i love love love walking out side and not being able to breathe cause it's so stinkin' humid.
Favorite Day?
wednesday
Where Would You Like To Go?
australia. |
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| game on! |
[Jun. 10th, 2005|08:00 pm] |
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| | magic carpet ride-steppenwolf | ] |
we were born for eachother.
i love mark james easter.
everything comes down on me at once and it gets so hard. but all is good again. |
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| guys, my heart hurts. |
[Jun. 9th, 2005|12:04 am] |
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goodbye mark james easter. :'(
(i love him.) |
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| <3<3<3<3<3<3 |
[Jun. 6th, 2005|10:02 pm] |
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| | new found glory | ] |
<3 six months <3
i haven't updated in a while, and i dont think it's going to happen today either.
i love mark. |
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| This is my serious face. |
[May. 15th, 2005|07:39 pm] |
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To whom this may concern:
Don't leave hurtful comments on my live journal
especially if you cant show or say who you are, dammit.
I'v got a good idea of who it may have been,
and you just need to back the fuck off...
and worry about yourself.
Thank you, and have a very nice day. |
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| i saw the sign |
[May. 14th, 2005|02:00 pm] |
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so many people have told me
that mark and i are ment to be.
and i guess we obviously are.
: )
we can't stay away from eachother.
no matter how hard we try,
if its fate,
its freakin' fate.
i'm not going to fool around with fate.
mark...
haha...
broke up with me again,
but i was actually aware of it this time,
and...
we got back together...
like...
2 hours later. LOL
fate.
(jenn can see,
what others dont)
i love mark james easter |
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| <3<3<3 |
[May. 6th, 2005|06:15 pm] |
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<3 5 months. <3
i love mark. |
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| We told her whats up. |
[May. 4th, 2005|08:22 pm] |
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So, the highlight of my day is when...Jenn and I finally admitted to Lauren what we do and do not like about her. It was an allout bitchfest, it was great. Everything is out in the open. Except...no one talked crap about me. I'm not sure if it wasnt because I didnt stick around to much, or just because no one has crap to say to me. I'm sure it's not that no one dosn't have anything to say, I probably just missed it.
I also had my final final. : )
And, I love Mark. (He's sick right now...*sniff sniff*)
23 more days. |
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| A real entry. |
[Apr. 27th, 2005|11:43 am] |
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So, I havn't wrote a real entry, in...how long? I'm going to try to do one now. I remember when I first started my LJ i totally used to do those really annoying blocky entry's that would be really hard to read, cause a line or two would be skipped or the same line would be read over at least 7 times. And then, i started to write in cute paragraphs. And now, I hardly write at all. :(
My life is a huge mess right now. (This ought to clear up all of Jamie's confusion...LOL)
My great grandmother passed away and ever since my dad has been...emotional, and a very not good father figure. In that case he would leave all the decions to my mother. *sigh* I'm not a big fan of hers too much lately.
I'v been spending ALOT of time with Mark and Jenn. And I eventually spent 5 nights in a row at Mark's house just to get out of my own. My mom and dad want me out anyway, or pay 200$ a month for rent. The perfect place was Marks. I can't go to Mark's house anymore...Long story, and it's really not my business to tell. (Basically, It's not right for a girl to be at a boys house, spending the night...other people think other things are going on. And, Mark got himself into some trouble, soooooo...no one is allowed over there anyhow)
I miss Mark.
My van was pronounced dead on April 21st 2005. I'm roaming carless.
I signed up for a class at Ivy Tech, in Valp, for the summer, and I realized I dont have the money to pay for it. Shucks.
No money for a car, no money for school. I GIVE UP! (My parents wont help, they say I got myself into this rut, and I'm just going to have to get myself out.)
I can't wait to grow up and marry Mark. (For those of you who dont know, I want to marry Markus Parkus)
29 days! (my secret countdown)
I love Mark. |
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[Apr. 25th, 2005|08:24 pm] |
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I LOVE MARK JAMES EASTER!
(I'm happy too, well the happiest I will be for thirty-one days) |
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| </3 |
[Apr. 23rd, 2005|12:03 pm] |
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i didnt think,
i'd miss him so soon.
and so much,
at that. |
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| feeling lucky today. |
[Apr. 21st, 2005|02:00 pm] |
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good things really do come to those who wait.
~my great grandma died a week ago.
~my mom and dad want me out of the house or pay 200$ rent!
~my van over heated this morning and there is a possibility that there is a hole in the radiator. (whatever that means)
~i'm broker then ever, and i owe my mom and dad 50$!
life can't get much better then this.
(i love mark james easter) |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 13th, 2005|08:19 am] |
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just when everything
was looking good again,
i get knocked back down. |
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